resolution to my problem-kind of

so, last night i wasn't able to post a commonplace after i came back from work cause my mom didn't want me on the computer...even for homework...cause she's like that... so, i talked to one of my bosses and he said he can talk to my other boss and figure out a schedule where it's like i'm on call, but not. like, i'll be called to pick-up rehearsals (which are rehearsals within 24 hours before a show to get you back into the swing of things, fyi) and just only do shows when they absolutely need me, cause i know all the parts now and they don't need me at rehearsals as much as they do at shows but, i kinda wanna do it all...like i wanna be there for rehearsals and shows, cause you know how when you miss a day of school and you come back the next day and you feel out of whack cause your friends came up with some new inside joke that you missed cause you weren't there? yeah, well that's how i feel when i miss rehearsals and shows for my job, and it sucks cause for us, inside jokes stay around for a long time... so, i still hate this and still don't know what to do...so if you guys have any suggestions, please let me know, cause right now i'm pretty desperate... em...♥