| so, i've always thought that the simple things in life were really the ones that made the difference, and i haven't really proved it until right now. i just got out of the shower, and had to come and write cause my brain was gonna explode from all the thinking i was doing... so, i was in the shower, and i noticed that there wasn't that much water coming out from the shower head and it took me about three minutes just to get my hair wet, when it usually only takes about thirty seconds. and, i burst out in tears. at first, i had no clue why, but then i looked back on my day... *i STiLL haven't found my geometry book since a few weeks ago, so i have to do all my math homework at school with someone else's book, and i get super stressed out when i don't finish my homework for that day *i have a band concert tomorrow and sunday morning, and i'm stressing out about that cause i've hardly practiced, but i guess i set myself up for that one... *i had to sing in front of people and have them criticize me *i forgot my judge dee book at school, and i need to have it completely read by wednesday *my weekend is going to be hell because i'm going to be doing band stuff, working, and rehearsing all weekend, and i would be doing homework, but i can't because my judge dee book is not with me *i was tired after my three hour beauty and the beast rehearsal, and then i had to go to another one *while getting out of the car, it started to pour, i had an open bag with clothes and paper inside, and i realized i need twenty-seven more arms to survive in this world *my parents got mad at me for not having my judge dee book and geom book *and last, my shower water wasn't coming out strong enough all of these things are SO tiny, and they don't even matter, but added up, they make me stress like crazy... but, there's another side to this...simple things also make me happy! the best thing in the whole entire world is when i'm at a chinese restaurant, and it's family style, so there's that huge turning circle with all the food on it. and, i start turning the table and so does the person across from me, and i stop with the dish i wanted in front of me (usually beef and broccoli) and i say, "oh, sorry, what did you want?" and the person opposite me says, "this," and it's the one right in front of them (let's say fried rice). so, it just so happens to work out that what i wanted lands right in front of me and what they wanted lands right in front of them...i absolutely LOVE that feeling... so, i think the simple things make the biggest difference in the world, and i feel better now that i've written this...see how simple that was? just me sitting and typing on a keyboard, getting my thoughts and feelings out...simple and rewarding em...♥ |
Saturday, February 17, 2007
simple things
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lol ur blog is awsome. Yeah I guess my blog is a little in depth much. I usually hate "expressing my feelings' and bs like that.. i also thought blogs were pretty EMO. thats why I made a blogger and not a myspace. Anyway, the reason Im so in depth cuz I blog as a sort of therapy. It helps me express my feelings and what not. A lot of stress is because what you feel and what you think has nothing to do with controlling ur life. no matter how much you try and think, and hate something itll never go away. After a while that shit builds up and u go nuts.. so that why my blogs are so personal. When people read it I hope they find the inner-bitterness in themselves through how I feel and through what i say. anyway if u got MSN add me. e_ad112@HOTMAIL.com
Hello I'm a student from Korea International School. It may sound surprising, but I found your blog interesting.
It was full with emotions and deep details that it made the reading more fun. Yea I agree too that simple things add up to make a such big stress. I've had numerous similar experiences, and at the end (just like what you mentioned), I get happy again by a simplest thing. So that really explains that even the smartest animals in this whole planets' minds are not as much comlicated. Pretty interesting.
Anyway, nice blog. I enjoyed it
Wow I never thought about it like that. Your totally right. My version of what your saying would be like when I try to perfect every little thing about my form for volleyball. Like if I had a bad hit, then I will get kind of mad and then make more mistakes. Its kind of weird how one little mistake can cause a chain reaction. But its always good to take a break from all the stress. I know just how you feel. Its kind of like you want to do well in every single aspect of your life but you cant be totally expert in all of them. Like you don't know how to juggle all of them on one plate. Just relax too much stress isn't good. But your blog is super funny. Keep up the good work.
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